Life is hard! Is it worth it?

They always say life is hard but its worth it! Maybe its just because I'm young but it seem like I keep waiting for the "worth it" part! Does that sound dramatic? Yes! haha I dont mean it in a dramatic way but lately I've feel the weight of the world! I would be lying if I said its not getting to me. I feel like my life isnt going anywhere and I'm just waiting for it to start! I cant find a good job and I'm stuck working at sears! I dont even want to think about starting to get my student loan payments next month! I'm trusting in the Lord right now! I know he has a plan for me! I just feel very impatient waiting for the future! Ok I'm done with the downer talk! Lets talk about the good stuff!!! I absolutely LOVE my bishop and my singles ward!!! I never thought I would love any singles ward!!! I will actually miss this singles ward when I move on to a family ward! It's nice to finally feel at home when I go to church! I havent had that since I turned 18 and started going to a singles ward!!!! As hard as life gets I will never doubt the Lord's love for me! Its amazing!!! I got a blessing the other day from my Bishop and it helped so much! I dont even want to know where I would be without the love of the Lord and his church!